I have lived ten
years without you here
I have laughed with
my children
Wondering what your
laugh would sound like
I loved you then,
just as I love you now
You are etched into
my heart,
Sewn into my tears
Waking up at night,
and feeling you near
I look to the shadows
And wonder if you are
there.
An angel a star my
hope in the clouds
Whispering to you,
but there is no sound.
How could it be ten
years, since that day?
The ironic thing is,
I can’t wish it away.
Because you are as
real to me
As the flowers in my
garden that bloom for you,
The sunlight that
warms my face
And the rain that
drowns out my sorrows.
My tiny boy, my
perfect son.
I hold the key to a
space in my soul
It will always stay
locked
Until that day, when
I can set it free
And for one sweet
moment,
It will just be you
and me.